I’m really close to just giving up on having any sort of romance in my life. I mean I know there’s someone out there for me, but I’m sick of searching for that person. I’m tired of the heartbreak and the jerks. I’m ready for a good change in my life. I know I deserve someone kind and good. It’s just too hard and hurtful for me to keep trying to find that person. I’m done with trying to find a person for me. I’m going to be me now and if someone can’t accept that I don’t like dressing up to impress people that don’t care about me and don’t give a flying flip about what I look like then, I’m not for them. It’s time for something real. It’s time for me to live my life. My life and not let fear keep me from the experiences that I want and deserve. I deserve to be happy and from this point on, no one will stop that.